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2009-10-26T23:42:00.002+08:00

Pass-by th Hello Kitty shop next to my shop.
Saw a Hello Kitty Mahjiong, one in pink and another in Gold.
Shud I buy it? Cost $150.90 . But next month and December need to use so much of money.
Sighsigh! I wanted it so badly lor. Next month, going kittylab with HC! hohoho! cfm happyzxz nia. Loving it, man! I wan faster go!!

=)

2009-10-22T02:59:00.002+08:00

Finally 18! (:
Got photos to upload on my actual bdae celebration at bf's house. BUT.. lazy upload =)

First, I wanna thanks my family for bringing me out to eat and had the best present received from my mummy! I simply love them lots. Especially my mummy [ahyi]. Before leaving for shanghai, she had did lots of things for me. She bought flowers, coach sling for me and a strawberry short cake. TASTE NICE! I'm very touched. And I swear that day was my happiest times this year!

Second, I wanna thanks my bf for doing so much for me. Mayb he don't spent lots of money, but to me, i'm contented (: I love him to the max ! Thanks for the hello kittys, cake and all those food you asked your mom to prepare for me. And I cfm love to lick tat part written : ' Happy birthday to baby! ' I am happy! Appreciated it! Andand, bf going in to army at 11th of Dec. Mayb our love will become stronger, or mayb we will fade. Everything will changed once you go army. I will try to spend more times with you more often ! Love you b!

Third, I wanna thanks my girls for coming up to celebrate for me too ;D
I appreciated all of you having the intention of buying me a Hello Kitty's phone for present and bringing me to long beach to eat., but due to time and not enuff money, you all gave up. Hehe, but I'm still happy. Thanks Mabel, Liting, Yijing for buying me th cantonese book! -.- hehe. Thanks Serene, fiona and hock kong for making an effort to buy cake and celebrate with me at my shop ;) I love the cake too! I love you girls to the max too! I promised if I am able to go on 31st, I will go de alright? But Yijing can't bomb de kay!

Fourth, I wanna thanks all my friends for coming up too. Thanks for letting me the one day big birthday girl, though you all SOUND so sarcastic. Still appreciated it so much! Love you people too!

Lastly, I wanna thanks everyone for those birthday wishes.

Okay laa, I going to sleep soon! Starting work tml again! shag! hate it!

Ignore my fat figure and face, but I AM HAPPY!!!!

2009-10-17T04:12:00.003+08:00

hehehe.
I am very very happy! I love my family th most!

YOU SUCK

2009-10-14T09:57:00.002+08:00

Histories always repeated .
I'm just so speechless okay..
I am not looking forward to my bdae, as I know I will staying at home and rot.

2009-10-13T00:07:00.002+08:00

I will be updating often @ onsugar(:
DO VISIT!
My onSugar.

I have this spot in my heart where I hold everything I've ever felt from you.
Pain, joy, tears, laughter, jealousy,
utter dependence - everything. It may
be concealed under new memories,joys and loves, but there's no doubt it's there.

I'm still not very happy yet .
My mood turn on and off. Sighsigh. Who can help me?
I'm asking myself, Do I still love him? Do I need him?

7 more days to my bdae ;(
Im afraid I will be disappointed...

Dapdap's birthday coming ...

2009-10-09T23:23:00.002+08:00

11 more days to dapdap's bdae (:
Happy not, dapdap?
Actually.... NO . -.-

okeh, Im kind of lame .

2009-10-05T22:28:00.002+08:00

Iya..
Stupid laptop can't sent photos!

Went out on my off day last friday.
Shop and off to swensens for dinner(:
Had fun. More outing yeaa?
Nothing much to update seriously.
k laa. byebye .

Birthday coming, going where? =[
I hate my bf okeh!

No label.

2009-09-28T00:07:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to update .
Still, unhappy =(
I need alot of time to catch up with my girls.

Ytd money fly .
ball money gone, kan si lang suay!
bdae coming, going where? sian la.

I am giving up..

2009-09-24T00:16:00.001+08:00

Mabel koh, Lin Liting I miss you girls lots lea!
I wan go drink, be with me kay?

1 weeks 3 days.
Yes, had been going straight after work for 1 week 3 days.
Power not? I didn't meet him, he didn't came and look for me and no sms.
During this 1 week 3 days, had not been smoking more than a packet.
Quitting my smoking now.. Trying hard too..
Hopefully, when i meet up with my girls I wont smoke again.
I'm saving money to go Taiwan(:

Had been thinking alot.
I realised I am a fool, yes I am.
Why must I done so much for him yet I got nothing return?
Why I can't be like other girls that got their own bf to dotes, cares and loves?
3 years, 5 months, 3 weeks and 2 days, what were all this?
Tgt for th sake of being tgt, this were not I want.
I envy other bf can bring their gf out for shopping, for breakfast, lunch and dinner.
Walked them home everyday, sure that they're safe and sound.
Called them everyday and chat. Or even bring them back after work.
Don't envy us for having a long rs, nothing to envy.
Sweet at th surface, but deep inside just cold-ness.
I need someone to hear me out, see me tear and console me, man!
Everyone forget me. It's okay, I don't mind.
Well, I am not going to go down to arcade or 812 often.
Let's see whether will he stand by me.. But I think I'll be disappointed.
Everyday I received his call when he woke up, when he reached home.
That's all, no more . Called me when his friends left, need me when he's alone.
Wtf. Guys are jerk!

You walked out of my life, my heart..
What can i say ?

Overdued Post.

2009-09-13T23:56:00.001+08:00

Liting advanced birthday celebration(:

Overdued Post.

2009-09-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

Ignored my fat face.
His bdae celebration (:

♥ohdapdap says if i'm gone...

2009-09-11T00:47:00.003+08:00

Unhappy ...

Made card for bf at work.
Cracking my brain, but still not working. Not creative enuff.
But.. I did my very best .
Today, broke a cup.. Then things happened.
Cried at work. Okeh, like a idiot I know. Duh~
I think I am too dumb liao.

I miss bf like how i miss my money .
I miss my money more, cus money flow away liao.. To nowhere.
Now just head of th month, and good game, left 3 plus . Lol.
Fcuk ah cb!

This sat, Birthday celebration with liting and co.
But, I didn't go. Sorry liting ! ;(
She must be cursing me alr, hehe.
But she know I love her de.
Sun, bf's birthday.
Seriously, im stress la.
okeh fine.

I'm going to sleep liao. ( Sucha pig, i know! )

Did anyone changed in this love game?

2009-09-10T00:52:00.003+08:00

Tired of life..

Our love game is ending soon.
Life is ending soon. (: -random.

went to mandai to burn dad's father body last sunday.
many ppl cried..
At th moment, my heart's crying too.
then, i finally realized, family are always important than anything else.
Everyone always said, treasure someone you love before it's gone..
But not everyone can managed to do it.. Until.. they finally got th experience.
Life's short.

I miss bf.

♥ohdapdap says I keep quiet, doesn't mean i had no feeling.

2009-09-05T23:17:00.003+08:00

Lazy type.. So, in point form.

04/09

Finished work @ 8.30pm. Went off to had some N. Walked back to Fairprice to withdraw money..
Cab-ed to bukit gombak to attend my Ahyi's chalet @ hometeam adventures don't know what . drop off @ wrong place end up walked so far.
Had bbq food and favorite curry cooked by my relative!
Finished eating, headed over to CCK to attend my dad's father's ( My neva see before grandfather) funeral. He passed away on th 2nd or 3rd September morning.
Damn awkward, cus about 17 years didn't see em alr. Don't know who is who also laa, except for my dad.
he died of cancer, liver cancer. Vomited blood and gone.
After funeral, went to jurong safra kbox.
I love it! So fun okeh! You wan choose songs is touch screen de.
Sang till going 4, mummy sent us home.
Mom overnight at our house.

05/09

Went 9 head, bank in money and do eye-brown threading.
Meet bf @ gekpoh. didn't even spent much time with him.
Supposed to meet bro and went down funeral today. But kind of lazy, so we tml going to th cremation @ mandai?
Mom called. They came back to Jurong, so met em up @ gekpoh and we went to Leisure park @ kallang. Shop-ed around. Went over to stadium.
Had mushroom pot for dinner. First time trying, not really nice. But I love all th prawns! YUMMY.
Mummy drove us back, sis and me drop @ 9 head. Bank in money again.

Walked back home ourselves.

I must turn in early today, cus i've to wake up damn early tml.
Shag, tml meeting bf. I miss him. ;(
And guess we wont be meeting for about 2 weeks plus? Shag.

And seriously, im damn piss off.
Bf and friends shud know.

♥ohdapdap says don't step on my tail, bitch.

2009-08-31T22:47:00.004+08:00

I wanna thanks Qinyi for making th skins for me.
I'm so dumb, don't even know how to make . Lol.
I don't know what to update either.

DELETED.

Today went home straight after work.
Sian. Mom coming back to stay for 2 weeks..
My grandma going to china for 10 days.
FREEDOM GONE, 2 f. weeks. -,-
Tml got work again.. Sian.
I going off to cook. Byeeeeee.

♥ohdapdap says you're th reason..

2009-08-22T02:47:00.007+08:00

No work today. Tml can leave early .. Gonna turn in soon.. Tired.. Went mom's place to take things and watched ghost show. Stayed till 8 plus cab-ed back ND. Met up with Girl and co. Jiahui came aftermaths. Finally she saw me! haha. She must had miss me alot, so do I! :) Finshed dinner, waited Chun Leong and Ahbin, walked tgt to 7-11. Bought something and walked to ♥Love's house. Played Mj, today he's crazy . Well, forget it. Quarreling right now. Sigh .

He's unhappy becus I went to eat dinner with girl. He asked me, when was th last time I ate dinner with em and him. Alright, Im speechless. But I didn't know tat he will get unhappy becus of this. duh~ Idk lar. Do I still have th same feeling? I'm not sure with my feeling now... Well, Good night! bye(:

YIJING I UPDATE LIAO! LITING MEET UP FOR LUNCH OR DINNER SOOON!

♥ohdapdap says round as a balloon.

2009-08-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

Randomzxz :D

Mabel asked me to update.. Nothing much to update. All about works. I can actually leave work early tml.. But HC was sicked! Jees, Ive to work with another colleague. Hopes things will goes well with her. Screwed up. Thought can meet up with ♥ tml... but work till 9.45 lea. Shag lar. Hate it! Gonna turn in early, I can't late tml! If not cfm kena kaobei. Everyday facing different kind of stupid customer. _|_

Had a small argument with Yj. Don't wish to elaborate here.. but everything's fine. Just hope she won't made th same stupid mistake.. You're not stupid, just choosing th wrong choice. But all was what she wanted, no one can stop her.. Just hope she won't fall into th hole deeper. Think twice! dumb girl. Upload one of her stupid face give you all seeeee =)

Look how cute she is. hehs.
She gonna kill me !

Quarreling with ♥ are always our everyday routine..
But I still loves him, I hope no matter what happens.. He'll be there for me.
His birthday is a month away.. Jeez, idk what to get for him..
Buy present like waste money. Lol -.-
Since I started work 5 months ago, we were like not spending lotsa time tgt!
how sad. I 2 or 3 days neva meet him already.. But ytd he came down and pass me money to eat. Lol, he also very cb. Came awhile jiu wanna go liao.. Say what Jeff came down.
Kns, I went down also don't have th urge to see me.
So bored laaa, he now playing mj with his khakis. SHIT!
I miss him!

Update again soon (:
Good nights earthlings..
Read my post? leave down a tag! :D (L)

♥ohdapdap says she's paranoid?

2009-08-11T22:30:00.002+08:00

Long time no updates!
Close friends will know what happening to me.
Hope am fine.

Ytd off, overnight-ed at ♥dear's place.
went arcade to slack again.
duh~ No life. Went back 812 played badminton, but not me.
Went back ♥dear's place and to gekpoh and Jeff's place.
I miss his baby! His wife went to carry th baby for me (: hehe.
So cute now! Love him!!
Went home and ♥dear went to hh's house get psp.
I'm now at home rotting.
Won't be going dwn often ler, no money again! _|_
Off to bath! Byeeee.

Girls, i'll try to make up th swensens to you all sooon!
I miss you girls lots! :D

♥ohdapdap says duh ~

2009-08-04T23:49:00.004+08:00

Im bored!
Going to sleep .
came to update abit of my blog uh.
3 days neva meet ♥Jarome alr! arghhh! I miss him can =[
He got his curfew for this week alr, hopefully I can meet him on Thursday.
Fcuk it. I going lot 1 on Sunday! Nnb! I don't want lar. but what can I do ?
Sigh!
Time flies..
♥Jarome and me alr 3 years 4 months alr..
Quarreled almost every day..

And I've been working for 5 months.
Th longest job ever. Laughs.
Will I be able to work longer?
Im getting sick of working =[

Mom asked whether ive smoke.
I told her sometimes. Laughs!.
g2g ! Bye!!

♥ohdapdap says Happy Birthday Kenneth (:

2009-08-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

Bought cake for ken.
Blew candles @ 812..
He's surprised with th cake. Lol.
Took photos and off to 826 slacked :)
Happy birthday!

♥ohdapdap says I chop off my hair =[

2009-07-28T00:58:00.003+08:00

I'm fat.

Overnight-ed at ♥b's place.
When I felt asleep, he disturb me .
Guess what he did?! Tsk.. Tsk.. He used th Cigg butt and put near my nose! _|_
Woke up and watched tv in th morning..
Bath-ed and prepared went down Jp to meet Jeff.
Had our breakfast cum lunch @ Chinatown..
Reached court and went inside court room.
♥b was th first to be call up, got probation trial..
Went to a room and fill up form, was being left outside.
After court, waited for Ser and Hk.
Went back tgt by Mrt.
I alighted @ Pioneer, met up with mabel, Liting and co.
Went to see some childish, boring show.
Lol. But I got wobbly leg alr lar. Idk why . Lol.

Went back gekpoh by cab.
Slacked, arcaded and had dinner.
Cut my hair! Gosh, kinda heart pain. Laughs.
Back to ♥b's place for Mj.
Cab-ed home aftermaths.

I'm missing ♥b now..
Idk why everytime when we're not tgt, he seem cold towards me.
Mayb I think too much, I always did. =(
But I hate this feeling lar! Duh~
How I hope I can stay with ♥b everyday, night.
But... WHEN?! tsk.

♥ohdapdap says she can finally sleep more!

2009-07-25T04:09:00.003+08:00

Eugene (:

As usual, got to work. But was late today .
Cab to work, wasted money again.
After work, met Zan and Zhong hong up for some refreshment. Lol.
Met Jeff after his work and went back tgt..
Went to have my dinner, saw Eugene.
Jocelyn eating with her mom tooooo! haha.
Asked him to wait for me finish dinner then go . Laughs
After dinner, went back 850 slacked.
Heard some bad news ytd, got a big fight . Lol.
♥B and co also at 812 when things happened. Sian la.

I miss ♥B so much now..
Just now went dwn find him, end up he at there play th stupids card and dun wan talk to me... =[
Hate it when we can't contact and he ignored me. SIGH!
I going to sleep soon! Tml meeting baby up again! (:
tml off! yay! Monday off again . Cfm tiredddddd :((((((((
♥B's court on 27th. Pray hard! Loves.

Anyone can gimme some comment shud I cut my hair short ??
Shag sial.
I hao bu rong yi got this hair length.. End up ♥B said he dun like it sial. SIAN! _|_
Commentsssssssssss. :D Bye earthlings.

♥ohdapdap says she's hungry..

2009-07-23T23:37:00.002+08:00

So hungry >.<
Mabel ask me update see got problem..
But I don't see any problem lea?
Sat off! Finally can rest.. But going home and sleep =)
Today didn't meet ♥b, and i guess he's soundly asleep..
Cus he haven sleep..
Sucha boring post .
byeeeeee

♥ohdapdap says she's unhappy..

2009-07-22T01:37:00.002+08:00

Quarreled with ♥b ytd.
fcuking unhappy about it.
What's wrong if I hate em? Can't I ?
Fcuk em! _|_ Becus of em, we quarreled.

Work today was so bored and sleepy.
I hope faster pay day lor.
Sigh.. I miss ♥b so much..
He's soundly asleep already.
On phone with Nicholas just now.
Laughs, so much craps to talk..
And I miss working @ Giant. Lol..
End my post here, got to go eat my puttu-mayam! hehes.
CIAOZ.

♥ohdapdap says she misses him...

2009-07-19T23:37:00.004+08:00

Went home straight today after work.
Due to the pain i suffered and i'm lacked of cash .
If I went down to meet ♥B, cfm slacked till damn late and have to cab home.
So, I miss him right now =((

Today work was just so fcuked up. _|_
Argued with a china couple.
Being unreasonable with me, but quite exciting ! hahas.
I gave HC attitude today.. Idk why ..
Mayb becus of my pain !
But today time passes quite fast uh .
Bored. next sat off again.

To Yijing : Don't keep late lea, i don't pick up Da J call tml hor.
Limbu don't wan hear her stupid voice kay!!!!!!

OMG! I NEED MONEY!
Lol, end here bah, guess all my ranting were so bored sial =[

♥ohdapdap says She's tired.

2009-07-15T23:24:00.002+08:00

So boring right now.
Lacked of N.....
2 more days then got off, im so tired .
Ytd my colleague went off first.
Then I alone do closing..
Met Jocelyn for breakfast, her treats! :D

Nothing much to update anyway..
So end here ! bye!

Mabel, I wan MC SPICY MEAL UPSIZE ON SAT! :D
Liting don't jealous kay? hahaha =P
Since you've made this choice, don't regret kay?
I will always be there:)

And lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA!!

Tiring ...

2009-07-12T22:13:00.002+08:00

Look how adorable is Jeff's son.

Came home after work.
So tiring today or everyday? duh-.-
Went down meet b♥ after work ytd.
Had bbq, get to hug Jeff's son.
Kept on crying... But, very cuteeeee :D I love him! hehes.
Reached home in th morning.
My next off, sat . Omg, think i will die lar.

Idk wtf happened between me and b♥, but i just fcuking unhappy man.
Lack of so much communication?
Sigh...
Will relinked you guys soon! Loves :D

♥ being with jarome...

2009-07-10T23:36:00.001+08:00

Created a new blog... AGAIN.

Working almost everyday..
Seen alot of idiot customers, so damn fcuked up.
Today our sales not good.. Boss nagged at me. Duh!
Feeling so moody right now =[
I don't know why..
Sigh! Pay is finishing sooon...
How am I going to survive till next month .
Tomorrow got work, so shag.
I want a longggggggggggggggggg break, man!

I miss ♥ .
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